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Muhd Syafiq Bin Mohd Yazid A.K.A Fyque
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Monday, 23 January 2012 { 12:32 am }

Honestly, i rarely blog. but i just cant help it. :( Im really down and i dont know who to turn to. i just gotta let it out. . The only thing that i really want from you is to show that you care. but its really too much to ask from you isnt it? of course it is. you substitute me with unnecessary things. I was a temporary. im just some pleasure that you take advantage of for awhile. after you used me, you throw me away. sometimes i really regret. regret that i talked to you. regret that i had the 'man instict' to talked to you just because i was attracted to you. see where it led me into? just more disheartened. just plain heartbroken. yes i admit that im attracted to you from the beginning but never thought it would be this strong. :/ im really stress. i dont know how im feeling right now. on one hand, i think you're everything. on the other, im just a temporary. sometimes i know that you said all the things you have to say just because you think that its suppose to be that way. you dont feel it. i felt it. but its really really hard when only myself feeling them. and the fucked up part is when you are not affected at all. you live your own life as per normal. whereas im right here, thinking all day all night about this. fuck! and the shitty thing is, i dont blame you for it. i blame myself for thinking that i even had the slightest chance. the other fucked up part was also when we went out together, fcking hell  you know how to make me feel so good and so 'in love' with everything you do. ERGH! im trying my best to hate you. to lose all that feeling but guess what? i cant. AND! i knw that i wont get shit from you coz you could care less about me. you have tons of friends out there who's dying 'to get to know' you better. Fuck this shit. im tired of this crap! ergh fcking hell. gotta stop thinking about you and let myself move on. :'/ this is giong to be fcking hard!

Labels: All i want from you is to show that you care~

Saturday, 3 December 2011 { 11:05 pm }


So today went to the Universal Studio Singapore with family<3 for the 2nd time this year. It was awesome! <3 love it la. Eventhough i didnt get to ride the Galactica coz my family so not want to, i still had fun. best! :) Veh Naise~ There was also some complications. It rain! sob sob~ but thank god we were able to ride 'The Mummy' and 'Transformers The Ride'! OMG Transformers The Ride was the best 4D experience ive ever had. You're not even moving as a roller coaster. I dont know how to explain but it was really AWESOME! is a must to try k? my parents tried and became Transformers fans all of a sudden~ -.- haha! My dad even bought the Transformers Pouch~ -.- Well other than that we had been to Vivo city to eat and the rest was just slacking~ haha! I bought a Transformers Bag Myself~ ^^

On the Flip Side~


Sigh why am i feeling like this? Why you make me feel like this? I somehow know that if we are going to be together, ill may not be the best for you coz you are the type that have alot of guy friends and i know that most of them are obviously dont want to be just a friend and the fckd up part is that you will confirm "layan" them~ and its not okay for me! I may be understanding but at the same time i need you to understand me too~ :/ but that if we are together. but ive dreamt about us being together and its the most beautiful thing. :( ERGH! got to keep to "No women, no try. Be a man with no cry" :'( sigh! maybe thats the best for me. haissssss.

{ 1:12 am }

I'm Confused, afraid, reluctant and most importantly I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU~

Monday, 30 May 2011 { 6:41 pm }

Having a child is not that bad what? i mean, if you nurture and gives the child the attention needed, probably you have a chance with the child. i think they are precious. i mean, how can something be so delicate and pure? so small but yet growing. so soft and light. so alive! you know what i mean? ive heard complains of tiredness and busy-ness of taking care of a child. its true i guess, but its all worth it once you see them grow and be someone you are gonna be proud of. I've seen the child in the photo grew up since the moment she was born. i held her and i could feel tears running down my face as i kissed her forehead. It was a very special moment for me. and im going to watch her grow and hopefully make me proud someday.

Anyway, i just had my mother tongue o level examination earlier today. For the bloody 3rd time la eh please! i took it twice last year before this one. and both results were C5! wth right? so im taking it again. and hopefully with the confidence i have for todays paper, hopefully its better. B3 pun jadi la weiii! haha! k despo much? yes honestly i am. haha.

I'll be having bridging program for the first two weeks of school holiday. OOPS! i cannot say its a holiday coz ITS NOT! i cant believe we're having school for two weeks! last year was only a week of school! and to think it could not any better, school ends at 4.30 everyday!? wow! im jumping for joy! -.-~ well, i guess its for the best? like mummy says, "biar susah sekarang, senang nanti" hais. i hate it when mummy is right. -_-~

Monday, 9 May 2011 { 9:15 pm }

Hello! okay i know its been awhile since i post about anything. i was really busy. and besides, i dont really have anything to post about. nothing interesting. haha. and my mid-year exams were ongoing. tomorow's geog paper, okay. i dont have the slighest confidence in doing well for my mid-year at all. i realise that ive been studying hard but not smart! okay.i study like crap for the subjects but the one that came out, was not what i expected it to be. but oh well, i guess i took things lightly. haiyo. i felt so screwed. i know its just mid year, but still, it tell me where im at in terms of academics. sigh, and it looks disappointing. :/

Other than that, ive just watched this movie at HBO entitled "He's just not into you" and it was awesome! it tells us about the pros and cons on dating/relationship/love and etc. Somehow i find it rather useful. haha! and that movie was 3-4 years back. how come i nevr heard about it? haha. oh well. im glad i watch it. haha! great movie. go watchit you guys!

Well, i think i will stop for now. i got to continue with my study. :( i know right. its sucks to study. but i gotta do what i gotta do. :D so ill post soon enough.

toodles~

Wednesday, 27 April 2011 { 9:00 pm }

I'LL update very soon! im too busy to update! besides no one reads it anyway! hahaha! :)

Friday, 1 April 2011 { 11:48 am }


So i found this video that me and my sister did. Its a cover from Krispatih- Lagu Rindu. and wow! i realise that it been quite awhile since i did a cover. hmm. i miss doing that. haiya, been busy with school and other stuff.so its really hard. but hopefully be busy by this year only uh. o btw, im deleting facebook very very soon. 0.0 for some personal reasons. so jyeah. but i might blog. if i have the time. :D

well, its a new month. APRIL! please be nice to me ok? oh before i forget, im gonna slap the first person who wants to "APRIL FOOL" me. hahaha! i mean it. >:)

Anw, this video i posted is dedicated to a wonderful person that i came across. and i hope she enjoy the video. and truthfully, just listen to my sister sing, she has got talent. :D And I MISS YOU MORE YAYA! <3

Saturday, 26 March 2011 { 2:41 pm }